Recently, there was a death in my family that I haven’t mentioned because I didn’t know what to say. I called another family member last night to see how they were dealing with things because it’s been over a week since the funeral mass. We talked for about an hour and I know things are really stressful for her. I’m not sure why, but I’ve been having dreams nearly every other night about the family member who died. I say that I'm not sure why, because I wasn't as bonded to her as a lot of the other family members were. The dreams are always happy, but I come away from them feeling like I’m supposed to know something that I don’t and it leaves me empty. Almost like I’m supposed to understand something very important that is escaping me. I had another dream last night that I was in a crowd of people and she was trying to say something to me from across all those people. She was mouthing words that I couldn’t understand and she had a very expectant look on her face like; “Did you get it? Did you understand me that time?”
I don’t know why this is continuing to happen and I don’t know how long it will go on, but I did find out something when I was talking to a family member on the phone.
Apparently, I’m not the only one this is happening to. There are four of us that are having the same types of dreams about her. Always joy filled, but leaving you thinking you don’t have everything you need to know when you wake up.
How weird is that?
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and that pic *is* the answer. Just sayin
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